Soul

Forever I will be changed
through his grace I am saved
even though my thoughts are insane
my mind wonders all over the place
I make huge mistakes
I say his name in vain
still my soul remains
change your ways "it" says
come back to his love
as the years go by I push the voice back deeper within me
I can feel it slip away
each day a little less is there
I feel myself belonging more to the world then to him
finally it leaves
forever I will be changed
come back to me, my mind screams
but it does not answer
my soul is gone